I wonder if...

...my mom hadn't accidentally conceived me...
...I had gone to another high school...
...I had gone to Queen's instead of Waterloo...
...she had said no instead of yes...
...I didn't live with the guys I do...
...she had said yes instead of no...
...I hadn't failed school...

...what life would be like.

Sometimes the melancholy just washes over you when you hear of news from the past. I just heard today that a girl I had a huge crush on in high school is getting married. She's doing great, and her fiance is an all-star. I wonder...