Failure.

The deepest human defeat suffered by human beings is constituted by the difference between what one was capable of becoming and what one has in fact become.

- Ashley Monatgu

I failed.

I failed to achieve what I had the potential for.

I failed to acknowledge the fact that I was capable of applying myself diligently in my studies.

I failed 3B.

The reason why I failed was because I gave up. In fact, I didn't even show up to my last two exams.

I thought it would be easier to avoid reality. So I got out of 5 hours of agonizing over material I didn't know. Now I'm looking at 8 more months of paying the price.

I don't know what will happen in the future. I could get kicked out of school for a year, I could be back in 3B come september. The future is full of a lot of unknowns right now. I know I'm going to regret a lot of things that are going happen. I think the worst bit of it is going to watch everyone I entered school with pass me by and move on with their lives. Being left behind is going to suck.

One lessons learned though, is never give up.

Never. Never. Never.

There is always hope. There is always a chance. There is always a future as long as you don't give up on yourself.

My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny.

- Elaine Maxwell


Hope;Spirit.